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Sunday, November 25, 2007

SCHOOL STARTS

Yes, as the title suggests, my school has started... I'm still working though... this week had 4 days of school.... Let's juz sae everythin's going on fine... but I've been thinking... what m i doing studying more bout genetics.. sigh... when i wanna study chemistry. I guess the school's syllabus is lidat ba.

Well, I've suffered from overexertion according to the doctor. I almost fainted today after washing my car. Suddenly went heart beating extremely fast, to breathless, to giddiness, to almost blackout, to cold sweat, to numbing of the hands and legs. I think i scared my dad... he tot i might have heart problems too.

WEnt to see the doc immediately after sitting down on the floor at my lift lobbyfor like 5 minutes. My dad decided to bring me to the doc's. felt betta when at the doc... lie down there for a while. Doc took my Blood Pressure and pulse. Guess what? Doctor said my BP very gd, pulse gd too.. unbelievable! sigh... den he said... maybe overexertion, sudden drop in BP, causing me to hyperventilate.

After that, I felt much betta... but am tired the whole day, like no strength... sigh... I juz wish this degree would be over soon... I need more strength from the Lord.

Strengthen me O Lord, I pray.

- s i m p l e -

Monday, November 12, 2007

Hey everyone...

It's been a while since I've talked here ya. Well, these 2 weeks have been rough... drained physically and mentally... But after much thought, I shall now dwell on whatever problems I have anymore.

Saturday's cell group was a gd sharing session.. It made me reflect how BIG our God is, and everything else seems small. Well, I've forgotten how to focus on God and then my problems will seem smaller that that. Often that not, I focus on the problems I have at hand, which made them seem so big. But I realised that it's much happier not to think bout them and return to the heart of worship once again.

Something that I wanna share that alwaes comes me whenever I'm feeling down.. from Psalms 23

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want

He makes me lie down in green pastures,

He leads me beside quiet waters,

He restores my soul.

He guides me in paths of righteousness for His name's sake.

Even though I walk thru the valley of the shadow of death,

I will fear no evil,

for You are with me;

Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me

in the presence of my enemies

You anoint my head with oil;

my cup overflows.

Surely goodness and love will follow me

all the days of my life,

and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

Well, starting school this coming sat already. Timetable's realli packed, really need the strength to carry on.. carry on this next stage in my life. But I'll continue to press on, for I know the outcome will be promising...

Without any regrets,

yours truly

- s i m p l e -

Thursday, November 01, 2007

How much then is enough?

Why do i feel that the words of others are like targetting at me? Communication is both ways. Well, I gave myself chances to talk, but how many a times am I really taken seriously? Being quiet is what i often get from all around me, haven't I done enough? sometimes juz sitting down and listening to ppl, is that wrong?

Not giving comments or not talking doesn't mean that I don't bother about you. It's just I'm a better listener compared to someone who talks alot. I guess my impression won't change much even if i start trying to talk more from now on, would it?

It's really hurting to see ppl getting upset over this matter. I don't know how to solve it, neither will I want to try. Communication is both ways, that i know, but how many a times do I feel that barrier in between all of you? What is it exactly, just tell me straight in the face.

This is saddening..

- s i m p l e -