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Monday, December 26, 2005

Me and the bDAe gal...

Behind the scenes..

Oreo Cheese cAke Cake.. made by von n jan (my assistant chefs.. ) lOlx..

The bdae gAl.. xing fu de xiao rong.. =)

Group pic.. at the "ktv" room.. yvonne and pOOh. loLX.. it's miNE!! haz..

- s i m p l e -

Friday, December 16, 2005

why why why...

i still wanna know the answer.

- s i m p l e -

Thursday, December 15, 2005

the bdae boi.. with the bdae hat?!?! lolx..

LIke this pic.. lOOk on the right of the pic.. the words.. haz.. it was realli coincidental..

Me and the Bdae boi (fadhli). haz.. so qiao, both wearing brown. =)

Had a gr8 time todae.. i realli did.. =)

- s i m p l e -

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Well well.. wanted to blog.. but dunno what 2 blog in the end.. here i am, sitting in front of the comp slacking.. When i'm supposed to do my MP.. and study my advanced theory test tml. oh manz, i hope I'll pass it this time.. =x

hMmz, i guess and Hope everyone's REALLY feeling betta. and i mean REALLY. for me, I kinda moved on.. kinda beginning to accept the fact. kinda trying to control myself too. soRta disconnected from u the past few daes, as a fren larz. buT i guess it's juz a natural thing bAz.. curious to see what u've bought.. I haven bought anythin yet, help mi can! lolx..

dear sis: well, I'm glad u've kinda ended ur sorrows i hope. i know u're realli trying hard to move on. tk ur Time. dun worry bout ur future so much i guess.. everythin will be well-planned. juz move on with ur life more positively. muz be infected by me ok. infected by the gd stuffs i mean.. heex.

dear wee: gal.. i know it's been tough at work so far and also with MP.. rough start.. but I pray that things will get betta for u oki.. so sorrie missed dinner with ya today.. but will make up for it, I promise! =) pls tk care, till i sEe yar again.. Dun fall sick!

alRite, tt's it for todae i guess.. timE to Turn out.. tk care peeps! ciAoz..

*God is so wise to create frenz without a price, if not, i won't be able to afford any of u precious frenz in my life.. =) *

- s i m p l e -

Sunday, December 11, 2005

i know it hurts. u got to face it. or rather it's already become a fact. I'm sorry but I'm this crude for now.. dunno whether to emphathise or to be angry. Sometimes i wonder where i got tt much energy for the past 3 months. listening to u at first was alRite.. as daes gone by.. no matter what i sae turns a deaf ear to u.. nth gets in. u turn to ur old waes. I'm juz being true to u.. but it's gd u're not hiding ur feelings from mi either. but sometimes, i see u lidat i also veri xing ku. but u cannot fake it either.

It's so hard.. It's realli so hard. I realli dunno what can wake u up gal.. i realli dunno.. Someone pls recharge my energy. So that i can carry on this journey with u.. be with u.. but, i realli dunno how long I'll last. Dunno when I'll go berserk. I'm not complaining alrite. juz saein out how i feel. juz dun expect much response from mi these daes.. I'm rather tired. truely sincerely would want u to feel betta.

* i Guess nth i can do, it'll onli make matters worse.. *

- s i m p l e -

Apparently there was a cockroach or somethIng. Look at sAlly's xpression. lolS

The gals..

in the middle of the road.

group piC..

The bdae gal.. all Smiles..

- s i m p l e -

Monday, December 05, 2005

oh GR8.. what is happening to mi.. or to the ppl in my life..

was realli quiet at work today, though everyone was like so happie.. dunno over what. All that chitty-chattering made mi a lil annoying. juz wanted to get out of the pharmacy. Almost broke down todae. crap. Guess too affected by what happened last nITe.

mY grandmother hospitalised. ( mother's mum). what now.. one with cancer, now this ah ma, duno what happen.. I feel so unfilial outta sudden, haven visited her for so long.. The last time i saw her, she was so weak n skinny, couldn't rmb any of us anymore. Quite sad, cuz she looked after me since young.. She punish mi, buy ice-cream, buy tidbits, shielded me from my mum's beatings.. i dunno what 2 feel .. dunno how to talk to her.. regret..

I know we haven been talking much sis.. I sense it too. perhaps we're both too whirled up in our own world for now.. It hurts to sEe each other getting upset even over the slightlest minor matters. well.. I hope we'll go back to the past.. and believe mi, i'm not ignoring ur complaints ok.. I'm juz listening. (tt's what im gd for onli i guess). hMmmz.. as for u about him, it's timE to move on, i know it's hard but ya.. he has chosen to move on. last timE u told mi u are afraid that he cant take it.. but loOKs like he's doing fine. Don't worrie, I'm sure they'll be someone betta somewhere down the road. If not, I'm alwaes dere' for u.. Don't worrie, I won't fly away, unless unless.. ya u know. tk care gal..

*worries and regrets*

- s i m p l e -

Sunday, December 04, 2005

I'm FuminG!! throw mi into an ice bath, i dont even think that will work..

To think i actualli bothered to come home to have dinner with u.. and this is what i get.. Go ahead.. Come home throw dinner to mi.. den ask mi to eat, den u urself went down again to help the malay stall uncle. What S***!

I refuse to talk to u. Go away.

*I'm angry. I'm pissed. I'm upset. I'm.. ARGh!!*

- s i m p l e -

Saturday, December 03, 2005

i Love this piC.. taken at our first campus discussion.. I realli miss my gals!. hex.. mi n jan like promoting somE kinda drink.. hahAz.. and arhz.. Y I TAKE PIC MY LEG POST ALWAES SO UGLY?!?! lolx.. hee.. enjoy the pic ba pplE.. =)

- s i m p l e -

Back...

Dinner with u and chat for bout 3 hours was gr8. It's hard to find a fren like u i guess. Hope we'll keep it this way. I know there are certain things that u wun tell mi or afraid to tell mi noW.. but hmmz.. guess it'll take some Time b4 we realli open up again. haz. oh Well, cant thank u enuff for being such a fren. (ok, i"m beginning to get loh so le.. ) may i remain the small ger ger ok. haz. i know u're big. =x

went out for dinner with my gals yest. it's been gr8 to see them once again.. hear bout the ramblings at work.. all the furnie stuff.. haz.. and bought a new bikini.. with jan n von.. rather cheap.. $26 .. haz.. will post the pic soon.. lazy to take now..

talking bout work, todae kinda touched by my colleagues concern. u see, I'm not feeling too well these few daes.. Todae my colleagues sae my voice sounds as if I've got stuffy nose, and asked mi to take medicine.. Hmmz.. den my 2nd boss asked when's my last day at inpatient.. i told her next fri, den she sae sho sad n asked everyone whether wan to have early xmas party. haz.. den my MP supervisor, wans to treat mi lunch nxt week.. loLx.. damn. I'm gonna miss them real bad.. =(

xmas is cuming.. lotsa stuff to be busy about.. lotsa gifts to buy.. sometimes i wonder, do ppl know the true meaning of xmas? or do they celebrate juz for the sake of the joyous occasion? haz..

*taking it easy. *

- s i m p l e -