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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

THis past week has been a lil weird but betta so far...

hmmz.. I said I'm on the road to recovery. I'm movin' on. Glad u are too. hOpefully we can be back to the gd ol' chatty daes again. I miss it. =)

THings at SIP are getting bEtta as days go by.. but it would mean I'll miss it even more.. oh manz.. hMmz.. PPl are nice to me, I'm nice to ppl of cuz too larz.. (going to make cheese cake for them soon). Haz, hopefully, this tiME it'll turn out gd.

Well, decorated the pharmacy todae.. with limited xmas deco. now the pharmacy looks more colourful and happie to work in.. loLx.. haz.. gd thing I've got crazy colleagues too. dun understand y they keep luffing at my expressions though. lolx.. niwaes, at least I'm making ppl happie. which is a gd thing .

To ppl around mi not feelin too gd, tell mi .. I'll juz take a photo of my stupid face and frame it up for u.. LAME. CHoy, sounds as if I'm dead too. loLx.

* i hopE i'm ready and Feelin bEttA*

- s i m p l e -

Sunday, November 27, 2005

I'm worried. I'm guilty. I'm confused.

Stop telling mi things that i don't like to hear. TEll mi things that i wanna know.. things that u're going thru.

I'm sorry for cooping myself up in the room every niTe.. soRrie for not having to be able to talk nicely with u.. soRrie for not treating u like a dad.. treating u like ATM machine lidat.. I dunno what to do.. I don't wanna lose u dad.. pls assure mi.. assure that u're alrite..

*it doesn't hurt to express what u're feeling somEtimEs.. *

- s i m p l e -

spending time alone...

It's a saturday.
I'm home.

Tt's not my usual schedule baz.. feeling so restless and tired throughout the week.. m i falling sick.. haz.. i dunno.. cleared some work todae.. and i do mean SOME.. (actualli onli one assignment). haz. nvm.. den watched a lil TV, read magazine.. laze around..

Got so bored decided to go rollerblading.. though im aching like mad.. haz. nvm.. juz an urge to go.. den blade halfwae it rained.. continued to blade.. but the rain got heavier.. obviously I was drenched. haven got into the rain for a realli realli long timE already. It felt quite gd somehow..

came home. dad told mi i received a letter. from BLU.INC company..
I tried to recall whether i signed up for anithin.. but cant rmb..
OPen it.. and i saw.. CONGRATULATIONS!.. You won a pair of havianas slippers. hAz.. It was a seventeen mag lucky draw.. and i joined lucky draws so many timEs, this is my first.. so rather excited bout it..Going to collect them tml.. hopefully can choose the design and size.. haz..

- where are u.. lol*

- s i m p l e -

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Let's Move on..

Hey ppl... it's been a while. hMmz.. Thanks 4 all ur concerns. I guess I'm recovering pretty well now. TRust mi. =)

Sista: thanks 2 being there for mi.. I'm not angry.. Dun worrie. Juz glad that U've been honest with mi.

To u know hu: Well... I guess we've been thru awkward times. well like what u've said. Let's move on and start anew again. This friday yarhz.. =) niwaes, it's still nice to have u as a fren. what shd i sae? after all that happen, it's amazing how we can still remain as frenz. would sae u handled things pretty maturedly(is dere' such a word? ha). YUps. tt's sincerely what i feel. thanks 4 being honest with mi.. The truth alwaes hurt. but yar, glad that u still care.. as a FREN. tt is.. lolX. hope to hang out with u soon yarhz.. tk care..

* on the road to recovery..*

- s i m p l e -

Friday, November 18, 2005

I'm feelin' like what the song says now..

I can make it thru the rain,
I can stand up once again,
On my own, and i know, that I'm strong enuff.
And everytime i feel afraid,
I hold on tight onto my faith,
and i live one more day,
and i make it thru the rain.

I gotta move on.. Still recovering...

I hope, we can still be frenz after I'm done getting over it.. Thank you for treating mi so well.. appreciate it. Really..

* Things can't be the same anymore i guess.. *

- s i m p l e -

Monday, November 14, 2005

I can't go on like this anymore.

Many sleepless niTEs. Crying. I don't wish to rake up the past once again. But, the problem is YOU. I guess u're aware of my feelings already, guessed u had ur timEs of mixed feelings. Guess u haven realised all this while, I haven been able to TOTALLY 4get bout everythin'.

Haven been able to 4get the Times talking to u, timEs Dining with u, tImes slACking with u at coffee bean... Tell mi y i'm still feeling this way.. If it hadn't been for my sista, hu said I've been going round n round in circles, I guessed I wouldn't have realised that I'm still caught in this neva-ending circle for the past 3 months. or rather past 1 year or so..

Many timEs i wanna talk to u bout it, but it seems I dunno how to start or where to start, or dunno whether u'll even wanna listen to all this stuff. One thing i juz wanna know, whether u're still waiting, or have I ever been into that small lil place in ur heart... tt's an answer I've been wanting to know alwaes.. pERhaps, perhapS.. after clearing things up, I'll be fine.. i HOPE.

u know, I've been having silly thoughts in my mind.. probation relationship.. but guess it's a stupid thing. it' won't work out. Silly indeed. wake mi up .. wake mi up.. wake mi up when december ends..

* I NeeD to KNow*

- s i m p l e -

Friday, November 11, 2005

we're emotional creatures.. letting our hearts rule over our mind.. willpower may be 100%, but ultimately emotionally close to 0% or shd i sae negative.

We're gals alriTe..

- m i balanced? m i not? I dunCh noE.. guEss we all need Time.. -

- s i m p l e -

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Enjoyed talking to U once again...

Talking bout everything, I'm glad that we can actualli tell each other most of the stuff...hmmz.. the comfort something i enjoy, something I'll alwaes look forward to..

Perhaps juz like the chinese saying.. "you yuan wu fen" bAz.. nevertheless, i wish u all the bez for u and "her". Hope u're waiting will pay off...

* feel comfortable with u.. =)*

- s i m p l e -