
Saturday, October 29, 2005
updates...
I'm lost on my MP.. Gotta change title again. Long story.. proposal's due in a week.. campus discussion in 2 weeks. N I'm stuck. what I gonNA do? -engine needs oil-ing.. help-
i'm sorrie to sae this.. but i tot i felt betta. maybe i was deceiving myself. To YOU reading this, hope u're not too affected. I don't think u'll be, but u've handled it well i gotta sae.. i'm learning to accept. learning to put everything behind and start afresh, but it'll tk time.. somehow, this time is not going to be easy, the past was the same. carry on with ur life..do what u think is riTE.. I'll alwaes be here for u no matter what. rain or shine, anitime, share ur thoughts also can.. tk Care pal..
Sista, I'm sorry I broke my promise..
- s i m p l e -
Saturday, October 22, 2005
to YOU: felt so much betta after being frank. Was actually surprised by ur answer. =) but it's what i wanna hear too.. hEe.. hMmz.. had a realli gd chat with u last niTe . Do hopE we'll continue to be frank n sincere to each other. =) like i said, if this we can go thru it.. what else we can't talk about? hAhaz.. oh Well, really glad to have u as a friend.. a true one.. ^_^
pEepZ.. sometimes things will turn out betta den what u expected. So neva be afraid to take that first step.. cuz u'll neva know it'll somehow give u a betta result or answer.. tk care ppl.. don't miss opportunities as they may be once in a life time kinda thing.. once gone, u'll regret and hate urself for not being able to find out the truth or answer..
*I thank God for YOU*
- s i m p l e -
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Everyone has his/her own small little world in their heart... it's alright to be timid and afraid sometimes. Do things that will make u feel betta.. ----- I'm still trying to understand this..
I guess i still haven got things sorted out. if only things did not happen or turn out this way.. Wish i could pour out my heart asap too... But i can't, or rather it's hard.
- I'll rather hurt myself. -
- s i m p l e -
Monday, October 17, 2005
WEekends are coming to an end.. FAST.
Here's how i spent my weekend.
Sat: farewell party for Mr Humphrey Ko. Will certainly miss Him!
Sun: Ying You's bdae celebration.. HOpe u enjoyed it gal.. nice cafe to hang out too.. hhEx.. time flies when we're together.. =) tk care k.. See ya soon...
Well, that's bout it.. just finished rushing my proposal.. apparently i guess I'm the onli one hu haven handed in mine to the pharmacist.. siAnz.. tml shall hand in, but not so well done. Sigh.. Supervisor's only gonna be back next week.. how to survive...
going to inpatient tml.. wishing for the best. heard the "BOSS" there quite strict with things.. hMmz.. hopefully she not strict with students lARz.. lolX
*Monday bluEs*
feelin' betta these days.. shd i listen to the advise of my frenx? some say I'm an extrovert, but not all the time. Actually i dun think I'm one either. someone pls grant mi the courage to do things that I'm holding back... siGh...
- s i m p l e -
Friday, October 14, 2005
I shd be aslp by now.. but i cant..
Been trying real hard to wake u up.. ( u know hu u are). Sometimes things dun alwaes go ur way.. I won't sae it's God-planned.. Cuz we are given choices. All these I've said to u.. But whether u chose to listen it's ultimately your decision once again. Certain things u might not understand at the moment, u don't get answers.. but all i can sae is that have faith. tiring it may be, but u'll neva know what He has in store for u.. pls allow mi to share ur burdens.. cuz I'll neva leave u alone.. But if things get outta hand, dun blame mi for putting it the hard way.. I do hope that soon enuff u'll realise that all's not the "end of the world".. There are many things out dere' that are much more worth it than remaining troubled.
*FAITH*
-Things in the past coming back perhaps cuz it's been kept in that sub-concious mind of mine... pls allow this to pass-by really soon... I don't wanna be caught in the same situation once again.. I thank You for giving mi this opportunity to carry out ur Good woRks.. -
- s i m p l e -
Saturday, October 08, 2005
I'm Back
been M.I.A for bout almost a month now.. Many have asked Y I haven been blogging.. Well, mostly is cuz of SIP.. 3 weeks gone.. so fast and yet still left so long to go.. (17 more weeks). HmmZ.. mostly, cuz I've got nth much to sae and dunno what 2 sae..
Well, hu wanna know bout my workplace.. It's juz a Pharmacy anw.. what's so interesting bout pharmacies.. hAz. i would sae, nth. Except that the patients are weird and "love-to-make-a-big-fuss-outta-everything". Dun understand. period. Sometimes it gets so irritating.
Other than SIP, i guessed I've still been hanging out with my gals..and some old friends. So glad that all these is happening.. and really missed the days back in school.. but now cut down to seeing all u ppl once a week, hMmz i guess it's enuff..
PPl, we shd hang out often, before i go crazy over my major project. Shall not lament about it here. siGh...
dear sis: I'm sorry for ignoring u these days, juz feeling bothered by certain things. forgive me for not realising what u're going thru too.. let's juz try to understand each other bAz.. tk care.
*Restless & Tired*
- something that has been bothering me is back again... I know i told u ppl that I'll forget bout it. but it's coming back.. i dunno y.. help me. -
- s i m p l e -
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