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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Jus took this test.. it's so true .. totally reflects how i feel riTe noW..

You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to 'try anything once'. Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm.

You are feeling very vulnerable at this time. Nothing seems to be going in the right direction - business wise, private-life wise, everything. You need some emotional security and an environment which could possibly provide fewer problems, but the way you are feeling you can't be bothered even to make the effort.

Being emotionally inhibited you have no alternative at this time but to be a 'watcher' rather than a 'doer'. At this time you feel as if you are being forced to compromise and stand back. But this is not the true you. Deep down there is that warm 'open' you which is awaiting the moment to burst forth - maybe like the chrysalis which will soon become the butterfly.

Your willpower and stamina are in danger of being overwhelmed by excessive stress. Your resilience and tenacity have become weakened. You are feeling overtaxed, worn out and getting nowhere: but you continue to stand your ground. You feel that this unfavourable situation is an encumbrance which you could well do without and you find yourself unable to make the necessary decisions at this particular moment in time to change anything.

Trying to cope with conditions which you think are beyond your capabilities has led to considerable anxiety and stress. You now feel that you are not capable of coping with this situation and indeed any situation which could arise from what you consider to be your personal inadequacy.

- s i m p l e -

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Here i Am again. I'm like so dead.. PMT paper was easy according to most ppl, yet I dun see that it is easy.. Probably cuz i can't concentrate. I did study many times over.

Enuff of exams.. Sometimes I've been wondering what I actually accomplished all my life and whether it'll be useful to my future. sounds matured? nah, juz some serious reflections that I've been doing for the past few weeks. perhaps cuz I'm graduating in like half a years' time and i think i dread it. Most ppl might anticipate it, but not me. Somehow i really miss those days of studying in poly. Nah, not trying to be studious. Ok, shd phrase in another way, I'll miss the environment, miss the lecturers, the cleaner aunties, the ultra-supplies aunties and also ppl that I've met and eventually became buddies..

Life in poly has neva been un-interesting for me i guess.. Being a part of the studies club, has neva been a mistake. Being outta it, could be a mistake, but I'm movin' on.. it's the many experiences and ppl that I've work with, made poly life seem all so fascinating.. ok, think I'm exaggerating, I'm not. Trust me.

Been thinking about the loved ones around me lately, especially my mum.. Everythin seems to be a coincidence, or is it not? Firstly , it was my pastor who began talking bout losing loved ones, is it all part of God's plan? No doubt, i was angry with God that moment when he took my mum away, but come to think of it, was it Him who really planned it this way? Then, wee's blog article on treasuring ur mum.. I find it meaningful and all so true..

This week hasn't been gd for me, not a gd start i must say.. I'm trying hard to overcome it.. juZ give mi some time..

*off-mOOds, panda-eyed*

- Somehow i wish i was dreaming, or rather i am the one u r talking bout.. -

- s i m p l e -

I kinDa got my answer...

- s i m p l e -

Monday, August 29, 2005

ok ok i know, i shdn't be bloggin now... oh, i shdn't be online in the first place..

one down FOUR MORE to go.. Sigh.. I'm losing my energy soon.. can sense it.. suppose to be studying now for tml's paper, but I'm slacking away again.. I know I'm not prepared for tml's paper.. buT then again, the notes make mi sick.. the subject make mi sick.. ! (maybe cuz of the Mr C*.. ok shall not mention further.. ) So J n P.. lolx! (nisha, wee n joanne shd understand this.. )

okok, i think it's time i shall hit the notes..

*procrastinating.. hAiz*

- s i m p l e -

Friday, August 26, 2005

Tml's the official last day of lessons.. as in no more lectures liAoz.. kinda upset larz..

Really enjoyed my sem this year.. got to know alot of ppl betta.. their crappiness, lameness and crazyness have made my sem seem not so taxing after all.. Gonna miss them during my SIP manz.. oh well, this is what i have to sae now.. till I'm more free, i promise, I'll dedicate personal msgs to u ppl.. till then, all the bez for ur term tests and exams!.. (add oil ppl.. ) Cheers.

Thanks for brightening my days in poly.. ^_^

- my heart seems to not listen to my brain.. pls not let mi get too emo and deep.. siGH..-

- s i m p l e -

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Tiring week..

Received CCA award today.. =) probably the last time i'm gonna receive an award in poly.

Took lotsa piCs.. will be uploading them to a website.. after that, let u ppl know the web k..
(sOmeonE 4got to tk with mi sia.. loLX.. )

WEnt for Sub-comm interview. I'll be contented with what decision u ppl make yarh.. =) Don't dwell on it.. we'll still alwaes be freNz.. i understand...

- I can't help stop thinking bout it.. can't help stop thinking bout what happened in the past.. I do hope it wun drag any longer.. siGh.. get off my mind, or at least, can i have an answer soon.. -

- s i m p l e -

Saturday, August 13, 2005

reminiscing the past...

Back from AGM.. probably the last time I'm gonna speak in front of the school. HmmZ.. gave my finance report.. but stammer on lotsa figures n words ha.

JOanne mei: I'm really proud that u have the courage to come so far, u've really showed mi wat's it like to sacrifice and showed ur sincerity towards the club and ur perseverance has led u where u are today. Happy to see that u've grown n improved alot.. from the sub comm gal that was playful and soft-spoken.. to a now responsible, strongn "powerful", yet outgoing president. ASC studies Club would neva regret having you as their leader. A family we will alwaes be, no matter whether we're there or not... =)

Well, glad to see many ppl responding to the sub-comm recruitment.. but i do hope these ppl are sincere and will take pride in events and not be there for the sake of SEAL points.. I guess many of the ex-comm have the same feeling as mi now.. I'm feeling so empty.. feel that I've lost touch with the school n stuff.. now everythin that revolves around mi is my studies...

Felt so lost today.. Felt like helping out, but not in the position to, it was then i realise that i can't live w/o the club.. It's part of my poly life... sub comm? i dunno. maybe. or perhaps. or ...

seeing u today reminds mi of the past... I dunch know y tt feelin' juz came back to me.. I hope you're doing fine n not destroying ur life.. sigh...

*loSt*

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