Sunday, May 22, 2005
Week zero is finally over... feel relieved yet sad....
RElieved cuz I have lesser responsibilities now... Being the first time as organiser, I can sae that i really learnt alot of things... But one thing i know, I'm too emotional i guess... (shee WEee u are rite, i muz learn to control n delegate jobs to ppl... ) That's my weakness i guess...
Sadness fills me as this is the last time I'm gonna see the club working together... I really miss the times with them. It seems our relationships keep growing with each and every event. New talents are discovered, closer friendships have been formed. I can't bear to lose all these things at once.
Really in a dilemma, feel so lost. Theoretically, 80% I'm not running for main comm, neither going for sub comm. (i know wat u guys are thinking... "Y? y? y?!?!") It's ironic, how i encourage my sub comms to run for main comm and yet I'm not doing it myself. I feel the peer pressure, pressure from my dad n pressure from my course syllabus in Year 3... Peers all think I'm capable and thinks I'll definitely run for election, dad thinks I can't cope so far from what he sees my involvement esp when i tell him bout my year 3 syllabus. Year 3 I'm totally packed with subjects that are 5 or 6 CUs.... I'm really half-hearted... I'm still deciding... yet... I can't give promises to ppl like Jem, Fad and Joanne that I'm running... realli sorrie.. Sorry...
dear sis: no matter wat, pls dun let me affect ur decision, if not i'll realli feel bad bout it. I know wat u are thinking... I'll alwaes be around to help u no matter what..
I shall not type further, if not my emotions will take over me. And crying really doesn't stop the agony, it juz makes it worse for me..... tk care ppl....
*eMOtioNally-unStable*
- s i m p l e -
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
So much for the friendships....
*hurt & upset. Is it my fault?*
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Monday, May 16, 2005
got myself a hair cut. (hair cut gone wrong?!) siGh....
They're back from thailand. =). Stories coming up, are they wat i really wanna hear? ..........
week zero's coming up. busy busy busy. ciaoz pple.
*praying haRd that I wun fall ill... *
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Finally....
The filming for the introduction to week zero is finished! All thanks to my LT heads and prog comm. Gd joB ppl!~! though we spent time planning for it, took the whole dae todae to shoot it... but it was all worthwhile. Comedy there was. Laughter filled the room. I guess everyone had their own fair share of foolishness... heeex... own share of Fun. Hope everyone did have a good time.. =)
Thurs' gonna be the briefing for week zero. Haven done up the stuff to say and handout. But will chiong all the way to week zero... Have been going back everyday to school manz... cant take it, Luv the school too much larz.. hA! as IF!
it has come to that period where I feel like cutting my hair once again. cut it short? trim it? change the style? Well, for all those hu recently saw my hair condition. It's as good as dead. But wait a minute.... isn't hair dead cells? hMmmz... den guess mine is dead twice over. lolx..
Saw black ear studs from MONTIP which i think were quite cool . Tot of buying them onli at a buck for a pair, gd bargain. Hmmmz.. Should I stop wearing those dangling colourful earrings? lolx.. we'll see bout that.
Till then... look out for more updates...
*dYing for a new Look*
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Had meeting today to discuss the skit for week zero orientation.. It's gonna be a mini production by our very own studies club! haz... those reading, be in for a surprise... hahaz.. Hmmmz.. kinda glad those hu went down today actually came up with some gr8 ideas... and we actually carried it out... now all that's left if the fliming to do .. i hope all these works out fine... i really hope so.....
After meeting, ate at biz park... I dun understand... A canteen that's open but nth much to eat... wat's the point of opening then? hahaz.. anw... didnt finish lunch... had too much biscuits from the club cupboard... can say our cupboard loads of stuff but juz that need to dig it all out.. lolx!
After eating, slacked there a while den went to TM n CS with Joanne, Fad, Azuan and Hafiz... didn't know they had this recording studio at CS where you can record ur own album... quite cool! anw, Fad n Hafiz went for the free trial session.. hahaz.. wat can i sae? some room from improvement... =x heeex...
oh well, going to stay at Vanessa's tml... spend some quality time with her since haven gone out with her this hols... and hols going to end soon... =) Gal, juz wanna let you know u'll alwaes be my bestie yarhz.. no matter wat happens... =)
To sister: sometimes i feel i shd leave u alone, not that I dun care... but i guess asking wat happens wun help much at this time rite now. Given your character, u'll choose to solve it urself ritex? I may not know wat happened exactly, may not be in ur shoes... but I'll lend a shoulder to cry on anitime... =)
*nuff' said*
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Monday, May 02, 2005
made a pact with my dearest couzzie Esther. She Shared wat's wrong with her.. and i shared mine too... it's gonna be this wae... if we dun share in future, that's gonna be the end of our sisterhood! All of u here be my witness....
Sometimes, there are certain things that I need to reflect on. Thanks for all your cares and concerns, I'll take it all in. That shall be my source of comfort. Meanwhile, I guess certain things need to be said... certain things don't, and certain we dun sae it in order not the hurt the other party....
To sister: Real sorry got u so angry. Certain things i will say when the time comes... Certain things I'm just thinking of how to say it all out. TIME is the key thing. Please bear with it. =)
*reflectionS*
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