Wednesday, March 31, 2004
ARGH!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!! DUN ASK MI Y IM SCREAMING... lazy to explain... or rather dun feel like it.... hAiz!!!! everything's like in a total mess.... n...hAiz.... realli dun feel like xplaining.....
*nErVous-WreCk*
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Monday, March 29, 2004
hMmmz... today watched evenlyn and darren's wedding on channel U.... so niCe n touching manz.... hehex.... Poor darren kenna sabo till jia lat... but he still veri ON.... lolx.....
was telling my dad that nxt time i thinkin of having underwater wedding in the ocean... Cool ritex?!? but sounds impossible though... i juz wanna hav somethin different.... anw, i think I'm thinking too far... lolx.. haven got a bf n I'm thinkin of marriage... hahaz... *slApS mySelf*
*dReaM ON...*
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Saturday, March 27, 2004
What's love?
When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love.
Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.
Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival,
your phone is quiet.
You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.
If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from
that special someone than other many long e-mails,
you are in love.
When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the
messages in your answering machine because of one message
from that special someone, you are in love.
When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would
not hesitate to think of that special someone.
Then, you are in love.
You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.
While you are reading this page, if someone
appears in your mind,
then u are in love with that person.
-Juz an email i received from a fren... Everything seems juz so vague.... hAiz... "that special someone is just a friend", how true is that??? how true can that be?-
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Friday, March 26, 2004
weekends are here... But i dun feel relaxed at all!! I realli need a break .... But studies studies.... Y do we hav to study for the sake of exams??? can't we do it cuz of own interest? I dun understand the govt n the world out dere' There's juz so much competition goin on. Y can't we lead a simple life with a simple job n no worries at all?!?
Supposed to go swimming with Jas today... But of all things, it had to rain heavily!!! hAiz... upset..... hope next week wun rain again... nvm.. i shall go jogging tml morning to freshen up. shall end of here.... nth else to say....
Hmz... wat shd i get for Juliana lehx???? HmmmZ....
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Thursday, March 25, 2004
ok... looks like my habit of blogging is slowly fading away... hahaz... ni waes.... this week been busy as usual with tests. yarh i noe same ol' boring story....
Hmmmz.. ok let's tok bout movies... well there's this new movie "passion of Christ" I'm sure lots of u have heard bout it ritex.... another new type of censorship... M-18... so lame rite...18 yrs den can watch... the last time was N-16.... now when i can watch... becums M-18... nvm... i already got the pirated VCD...lolx.... but haven watched it yet.... anione wanna watch can let mi noe i lend u okiex??? i think it's a gd show lar for ppl hu are curious i guess... =)
I eralli got nth much to say nowadaes manz.... oh yarh, xcept for the fact that i didn't skip any lecs this week lorx.. =) so I've been a gd gal... hehex.... but anyway, exams are cumin so i gotta work extremely hard lorx... =) i wan to be promoted manz....
There's somethin on my mind... That's if i shd run for my Club next yr.... which means.... join in for election to becum main-committee... now I'm juz a sub-comm.... I was thinkin, im kinda struggling now... shd i tk on greater responsibility? Yr 2 is the toughest yr in poly from wat i heard... i can feel the pressure from my seniors n also lookin at the no. of subjects i"ll be tking is enuff to stress mi up a little... So shd i run or not run?? Haiz... i realli need to think thru alot alot.... There's pros n cons i guess....
*thiNK.Think.tHInk.*
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Sunday, March 21, 2004
Hmmmmz.... looks like many of my frenz bdaes are cumin up this week... well, i haven got any idea wat to get for them either... hehex.... well i do hope at least I'll get somethin meaningful n not tt ex?? cuz Im goin broke soon u see.. heheex... well ... It's the tot that counts mar... kekex.... anw.... Haven got much to blog today either...
Oh yarh... somethin strange happened to me on saturday nitex... well, i dun understand whenever i looked sad or moody, my cousin n her bez fren (also my gd fren) will think tt it's over a GUY. ok first thing first, I'm not obsessed with guys yarhz, so doesn't mean tt's the only thing on my S.A.D n moody list.. lolx... anw... they kept guessing which guy... i told them nah... no Guy in my life now.... well... they kept mentioning Roy over n over again.. i was like.. "hello.... he's attached already... " n i dun wanna be involved in anithin complicating.... for now, we're juz frenz...=) So after the talk session over dinner tt day, they kinda walked me home.. hehex... den on the wae... dunno y kept introducing their guy friends to me.... keep saeing.. "u muz know my fren.... let mi intro u to him..." i was like... HALO!! i dun need a bf now okay.... Im not despo.. hehex... not at least for the nxt 2 years i guess...haha!!
Guess... nth much... tt's juz some reflections.... =)
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Weekends are here already.... Not much activities this weekend though. BUT ya BUT.... got a powerpoint to prepare and also tests to study for... hAiz... think whenever I'm free I'll still have things to do... At least not that occupied with any other stuffs so I can concentrate on my studies... Well, Now i think i gotta wake up n realli STUDY as exams are around the corner... No more Slacking for me. I hope i do mean wat i sae from this moment on.
Juz thinking back on wat i did these past few weeks, it's juz not worth it... I'm not myself... ppl keep going... " is this EMILY?!?" well... i agree that was not the real me i guess... I also dunno wat got over me. All i know is that, I didn't feel much of a guilt at all.. hAiz... Now it's realli time to wake up! i juz wish someone would slap me to my senses... (ok, I'm crazy... )
Gotta catch some slp now... haven been really slping well for the past few days... zZzzZZ
*slAcKer-dAes aRE ovEr*
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Thursday, March 18, 2004
Guess it's been almost a week since I've blogged... Well.. this week's been extremely busy.... with club events on every alternate days lorx.. mOnday conducted OL interview... den wed had meeting... den tml gonna have another event... hAiz... besides that, i gotta study for tests cumin up.... hOw I'm glad I'm havin nth on on sat, so i can study den... Unless something unexpected crops up larz... which i hope NOT.... Well tough week.... time flies... another one month gonna be sem exam already.... n i haven even started.... I'm like lagging behind lectures.... as usual, skipped like dunno how many lecs this week againz. hAiz... still can't get it out of the habit.... (sorry to disappoint u, u noe hu u are) It's realli hard to change larz... hAiz... cuz the subjects are all so dead n factual..... goin to lecture hearing the lecturer reading everythin from the slides is realli a chore to me.... I'm like sitting there listening for the sake of sitting there n showing my face!!
hAIz.... Another dAy has gone.... got quiz tml.... n there's so much info to be packed into my brain.... Human also need rest.... I'm not a robot!!
*giVe me a brEak!!*
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Sunday, March 14, 2004
okAy.... Im super tired now.... well.... on friday nite.... i chatted on the phone from 1130pm till 530am in the morning on sat... i didn't noe how i did that either... den i slept for like 2 hours.. den went off out to breakfast den school.....den was out the whole afternoon in school den nite went to cell group. WoaH.... i wAs supEr tiRed n sleepy i can tell u... by nite time, i was like extremely so not myself.... Aniwae.... nth much happened todae xcept i went out to suntec with my cousins n frenz...got so many sales goin on... but didn't buy anithin back.. hehex...
hmmmz.. juz some updates... well.. my club has decided to cum up with our onli "AS mass dance"... u see.... TP has a mass dance.... but we are not authorised to teach it.... so we didn't wan to go thru asking for permission.... So we decided to cum up with "applied sci" dance..lolx... kinda cool larz... hahaz... though i still prefer TP mass dance.... tt's bout it i guess...
Tml gotta stay up till nite in school again... haiz.... this week's gonna be tough with meetings n events.... n tests to study for.... hope I'll survive...
*i wIll SurvIvE. lala...*
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Friday, March 12, 2004
Guess to make up for the lost of the 4 daes this week... i was extremely talkative n crazy todae.... been luffing to myself... for i dunno wat reason till Van tot i was sot sot liaoz.... sae i realli accumulate till todae let it all out sia... den she sae she couldn't stand mi.. lolx.... den sae i shd mondae den lidat ... cuz we wun see each other on monday.. hahaz... den she sae she wun be so "irritated" by moiZ... hahaz... dunno larz....
*mOOd sWingS i guEss*
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Thursday, March 11, 2004
Emotions got over once again.... today's lessons suppose to end at 4 pm.... But i somehow left the school at 12pm in the middle of my lecture... hAiz... juZ dun wanna tok bOut y either... i Guess... i was... nvm... haven got the mood to explain...
That's all i have to sae... Goin for a joG to releAse iT all oUT...
*e.M.O.T.i.O.n.S*
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Wednesday, March 10, 2004
GUess there's nTh much to blog againz.... think u ppl getting rather bored in here already. well, had lectures the whole day... Nth interesting happened to mi today. jUz that my mooD got BetTa i guEss... wat else is there to sae... i really dunch noE... yarhz.. i was saeing... of my 2 frenx... Vanessa n Zhen ling ritex... was telling them in lec that at the end of my poly years... i may be the onli one unattached.. hahaz... didn't noe y i said that either. Well... Zhen ling's already attached u see.... As for Van , She's lookin for the right one... currently, believe or not, i can sae I'm not lookin neither am i attracted to anione i guess.... jUz dunno y also.. perhaps I've been too busy... or perhaps i juz can't realli be bothered. HA!
Niwaes... Nth muCh left I've gotta sae for the dae...
*bLogGin foR the sakE of bLoggIN*
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Tuesday, March 09, 2004
Today juz isn't my day... i Don't noe y... But been feeling down the whole dae... not knowing wat's the reason too...
Anw.... got back the rest of my papers todae... not veri well done .... But at least i passed when i expected to flunk the papers larz.... So got 31.5/50 for my Anatomy n physiology and As for my management accounting... got a 24.5/40.... bad ritex... even the lecturer walked up to mi n said.." what happen to u during the test? expected u to do better" i was like so shocked.... cuz we didn't have any tests or quiz b4.... how she noe my standard... anw... i juz shrugged my shoulder... hAiz... dun sae le....
Den ended lessons at 6pm todae.... walked to the bus-stop... didn't feel like tking the bus... so i walked home from school... which took mi 45 min... n i dunno y.... anw, felt betta after that....
*NoT fEeLing toO gD*
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Monday, March 08, 2004
This few daes for mi seems to have flew past so quickly. With parties to attend, interviews to conduct and tutorials that are half-done. I really don't know what's becoming of me. But all i kNow is that i really need time to be alone. I just dun wan to be caught in the middle of so many things. Sometimes, i just feel like disappearing to a place where no one will find me... Somewhere that i won't be disturbed by the ringing and beeping of my hp....
I know it's really hard sometimes to stay alive n positive..... whoeva said it was easy... But i know that somehow God will provide a way out for me. To those feeling stress out dere too... Try to bring urself away from that busy world and spend time with urself.
*juZ wANNa bE alOne*
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Friday, March 05, 2004
Juz feel like sharing this nice poem with all of ya:
"Life is no straight and easy corridor along
Which we travel free and unhampered,
but a maze of passages,
through which we must seek our way,
lost and confused, now and again
checked in a blond alley.
But always, if we have faith,
God will open a door for usm
not perhaps one that we ourselves
would ever have thought of,
but one that will ultimately
prove good for us."
Well... to some, u may treat this poem as some kind of christianity thingy... but den it certainly brings lots of meaning... Hope u ppl will be encouraged in one way or another.... there are alwaes oppportunities n solutions to all ur problems... =) chEeRs....
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WEll... got back my biochem paper todae... It turned out as a suprise for me... cuz I tot i wasn't goin to do well... cuz the last essay question was realli realli bad i tell u.. hahaz... but den when i got the paper... Closed my eyes... and opened ...... Guess wat i saw???!? A 30.5/40... hahaz... i was like..." huh.. how did i do this?"lolx.... niwae... realli glad with my term test results so far lors... hahaz... cuz it's realli well done i muz sae... still got 2 more papers to go... haiz.. hope it'll be as well too....
Todae actualli wanted to go to bugis but den Van was not free... so i ended up shopping alone at TM... wanted to buy a pants from GIO but den it's like $39 so ex.. haiz... den 4get it lorx.. went home empty handed in the end....shall blog more tonite.... gtg bath le....
*HappY*
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well.... juz changed this simple layout.. haven got much of a design... well.. comments are still welcum yarhz.... tell mi if u wan the old layout back.. cuz i've kept it... meanwhile, it's bare in here... so pls bear with mi as i continue to add more stuff like photos n all.... chEeRs
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Wednesday, March 03, 2004
hMmmz.. nth much interesting is happening to mi this daes..I'm still in the holidae mood which is bad i guess... but i think I've gotta start catching up n stop skipping my lecs...
Well... got back another paper todae.. Maths Statistics 38/50... not too bad larz ... expected an A.. but got B+ instead...haiz.. nvm... at least it's still average larz... I realli nervous for my other subjects....
Tml going to start option selection exercise againz... Well... one thing for sure... I'll be goin to Biomedical science to take Pharmaceutical science.... As for my elective, probably tking biochemistry... den for my Cross-disciplinary subj... I'm considering a Design course, Colour n composition.. lolx... juz hope it'll be fun n super slacking... cuz I'm gonna have a total of 7 subjects to tk nxt sem... woW!!... i realli wonder how i'm gonna cope with that... now i got 4 subjects n i can hardly breathe le.. n to think the next sem's subjects are even harder!! hAiz... gotta live with it i guess.... another 2 more yrs... veri fast one... tt's wat i've been telling myself... But time seems to be crawling now for mi...
*exhausted*
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Monday, March 01, 2004
wEll.... juz like any ordinary day... juz that todae's presentation didn't turn out as bad as i tot it would be.. pHew!! Im glad it's over...
Got back my Communication skills term test todae... did quite well i muz sae.. hahaz... 21/25 hehex... tml think gonna get back some more papers which i dread.. hope it'll be fine....
Anw.... bought a new small pouch today norx... quite cool.... hahaz...
*livIN eAch dAe as a drEaM*
My new pouch....
Cutie pooh bear name card holders...hehex...
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sCh sTarts todAe!! aRgh... juz realised been slacking my whole holidaes awae... haven been touching my lecture notes... den my tut are half-done.... now project done but like hAiz... dun wanna tok bout it.. later got presentation alreadi.. i realli dunno how lorx.... we didn't even prepare or rehearse.. die lorx.....
Well... exactly my idea of school now is like it really reallly S*** to the core... (I'm thinkin of y i even sae this... well... i dun wanna use it really, but i cant help it) hAiz.... well... im off to school... blog more tonitex..
*moNday bLUes*
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